haishh. too much things happened to me made me learn to let evrything just be in it's way.. no hard feelings appear. i've forgot how to feel =0 i even don't care about him. y? b'cause he nver try to change no matter how hard i try to help him. haiyo.. nvm,just be it. benjamin issac sunam my future husband,u nvr try to feel wht i feel. u says u love me but u nver see how u always treated me. LIKE A MESS! i love you too darling,i hope u'll change for me. for our future together kay? muah! please,i hope ur mission end very soon!