alone again

here i go again. alone. whre is he? idkw.i never know.he promised to accompany me hre but he's disappearing again.haha,he told me he hve a friendly basketball match at smt. so? hve he forgot about me hre? when we promised someone,it is very important for us to keep it.but hve he ever realize he had broke almost thousands of my promises? ohh yeah,y he care isn't it? now he hve a new one so im not important  anymore.mayb a burden for him.it was a very stressfull moment just now bfore i reach hre. i've cried loudly like im going to dead.i can't even feel myself. haha.im going crazy if u keep doing thse.mayb we should not be together anyway.